It was the saddest Eid ever. I felt shading in mountains of shame. I wish I could change the time. There was no way I could do that.
Again, I wished I was home. Unfortunately, I wasn’t. Eid prayer supposed to start 9:00am. “Wake up, you have to go.” My wife said. I glanced at the watch with my half open eyes and sadly replied: “It’s already 9:30.” I didn’t want to exist for the time being. I thought I don’t deserve participating in such a holy day without performing prayer.
Mom would have woke me up on time if she was here. Unluckily, my mother was thousands and thousands miles away from me. That was another sad moment of life; I really felt absence of my family again. I was waiting for the end of the day, I have waited months for. I still wish I didn’t missed the prayer.
It is ok dear, but next time make sure to set up your alarm lol
ReplyDeletethat is what i forgot.and that is why i missed mom. they perfect us.
ReplyDeletesorry you were so sad and it was such a dissapointing day for you..........we tried to make it better........i dont know what else to say
ReplyDeleteWe are supposed to ashtaghfar for what we misdo, but we shouldn't forget for what we are, what we have and what we can. So keep thanking. :)
ReplyDeleteAlhamdulellah!!!
ReplyDeleteI do thank Allah for what i have. I was very sad not going to salatul-Eid and i still wish i didnt missed salatul-eid that day.the sadness is not because of being in America or afghanistan. i would have been that sad missing salat even if i was in Afghanistan.